Sunday, May 23, 2010

Another Birthday/Time For Reflection

I've noticed I reflect a lot on myself when my birthday comes around. I've done a lot this last year and it's kind of amazing to me to look back and see it all.

  • I've learned to be content with myself. I love myself and I am confident.
  • I've learned to be content being single and dating is not everything. (even though in Utah it is the end all be all)
  • I had my Senior Recital which was the most fantastic experience and I was very proud of myself.
  • I went through the temple and have seen the biggest change in myself since then. Best thing I could have ever done for myself and I am so grateful for that blessing that continues to bless.
  • I earned my second degree. I have an Associate in music and now a Bachelor in music.
  • I get to move home to North Carolina! Huge blessing!
That's all I can think of right now, but that is enough for me. Listing just a few of the last year's blessings has made me realize how much the Lord knows us and how mindful He is of what we need and when we need it.

Things have not happened the way I wanted, when I wanted, or how I thought I wanted. That doesn't matter. The Lord has promised if we live our lives the way we know to be right, we will have the spirit to guide us. I have seen this happen in my life many times. It's even more amazing when you can take a step back and see the little things the Lord has done. The big things are great, but the little daily "tender mercies" are important to recognize and remember.

I suppose I've rambled enough for one day. The whole point behind this blog was to count my blessings. I've needed to recognize the Lord's influence and this was a great way for me to realize I'm not as alone as I thought.

So when you think things are at their worst and life is just too hard to deal with, count your blessings....even the little ones....especially the little ones!

I don't normally challenge people on my blog, but I challenge you to pay attention to the little things. The things you thought were coincidences or unimportant, the little things someone did for you without asking, a smile from a stranger, a badly needed hug, a really huge glass of water on a hot day...you name it. Pay attention and watch what happens to your attitude toward yourself, others, and the Lord.

I'm still working on it too, but it certainly makes things easier to handle. It keeps your priorities in check and your perspective will change and not just overnight either.

If you feel impressed to share your thoughts, please do. I would love to hear them.

Also, here's the other great picture Michelle did for me. Enjoy!

2 comments:

  1. You're so gorgeous, and I'm so grateful for your friendship. You're right about noticing the small things. I'm going to start noticing those things more and I'm sure I'll see big changes!

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  2. I love you! I don't really know why I wrote what I wrote. It just came out. I'm so glad you're my friend. :)

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