Up Late And Not By Choice

Ok, so normally I am quite the night owl and staying up late is just second nature to me. Not tonight (this morning). My lower back is killing me and I cannot find a position to help it in anyway. I've even tried sleeping with my legs in the air....nothing. Ibuprofen isn't even touching it. I injured my lower back on both sides when I was 16 I think. It eventually got better and never came back. All the sudden here it is and it's making my right hip hurt too. What the heck? That never happened last time. It's been three days and it's just getting worse.

I don't mean to complain of course, but I just didn't know what else to do this late at night when I couldn't sleep. I'm so tired, but so uncomfortable and getting sharp pains. Lame......I will just keep stretching and hoping it heals on it's own time.........again...

Oh well. Right now I'm catching the end of "Never Been Kissed" and it's the best part. That end kiss is just cute and makes me want one really bad. Not worth kissing someone if it doesn't mean anything though, so I'll get over it.

Still on a man/dating fast and not really caring. It's nice not having to deal with the extra drama, but all the while hoping some non-retarded, worthy MAN will find me some day. Can I blame myself for still dreaming of a real man sent to rescue me? Ha...not at all...but at the same time, I will not get my hopes up because it will just depress me. So looking on the bright side as much as I can and keeping myself busy is the best thing I can do for myself. I'm really not worried about the dating/marriage step. It will happen when it happens. Meanwhile, I will make myself a better person and have fun getting to know people.

Anyway...now I'm fully awake with no chance of falling asleep unless the Ibuprofen decides to be kind to me...or miraculously my back stops dying. Ha...a miracle would be great right about now, Heavenly Father. Got one up there for me? Haha...I know He's aware, but it's not that big a deal if I miss some sleep one night in my life. (there have been others, but it's still a pretty trivial thing)

Well, I am going to pay attention to the end kiss now. Goodnight (sigh...good kiss)