You know...

Do you have one of those friends that just loves to contradict you and antagonize you just to get a reaction and for no other reason than to bug you?

Well, I do too...I called this person tonight to see how they were. It'd been a long, long time since we talked and all they did was just screw with me for fun and then got all offended when I got mad at them. Seriously, people?? Seriously....what kind of person does that to a person they supposedly call a close friend?

Grr...Ok.. I'm over it.. I just wanted to say that I really hate drama and anything to do with it. I am so grateful that I don't have any drama in my life and I have worked very hard to keep it that way. I refuse to entertain any such thought because I know it's just not worth my time or energy.

I know, I haven't ranted for quite a while and now I'm done. I feel better and now life can go on.

Contrary to the mood in the beginning, I have had a GREAT night! I just got back from Temple Baptisms with the ward and I just have to say that they are such amazing people! We're all friends with each other and not one person is ever made to feel stupid or non-existant. I find that refreshing because I had a really bad time feeling invisible in Utah almost everywhere I went. I must exclude certain people that never treated me such.

I suppose now that I've spent some good time away from Utah, that I could go back with a clear mind, put myself out there more, and be not so "invisible". Of course, there will always be the pack of drama queens that will hate me for reasons I will never understand or even try to figure out because I lack the desire to even go there. And then there will be the group that just thinks I'm far too psycho and hyper and will choose to act as if I don't exist. All I can say is...They don't know what they're missing! I am awesome and I love me!!

Then there's my favorite group; the ones that just love that you're there and you love the gospel as much as they do. They'll give you the shirt off their back and make you feel like gold every chance they get just because they love you...and because YOU'RE YOU. They are my best friends in the world....Amen